PINGPING

ping, ping - deep sonar
beneath the surface I send the echo sign
no reply is returning at all
I can't even fall asleep
I fear too much the social collision
I change thought frequency - static
not even the reading channel can help the restless
I turn my eyes outwards and
I'm surprised by the age of eternal stations
I deep-probe for the reply to echo signal
the report arrives: -All Hands Were Lost
no signal, not even a fleck of oil
finally the thrumming of restlessness ends
underwater scenery flickers
tearing ear-torturing sound
feeling of pressure as pain sensation in ears
air bubbles surge to the surface
I have arrived nearly back here
in the company of written-up living souls