Exhaustion brain functions on strike can't do it any more the whole body aching head shattered would just like to sleep and not wake up again why the hell does one have to be a fighter like this why is giving up so very hard it should be easy just to let go and worry about oneself let others run hysterically after grades and study credits and get burn out at age 30 but still giving up is a sign of weakness you just have to keep fighting although all strength has run out although your head aches so that you can't concentrate any more although you have to live on coffee and pain killers although you're so tired that you're a zombie and not human you just have to keep fighting for five stupid study credits